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As
a monk dedicated to the path of material simplicity and sense-stilled
peace I've lived in many monk's cells. They were never bigger than 10
feet by 10 feet square. Often, smaller. I know the hundred square feet
of my rooms as if it is the perfect golden square, the perfect harmony
of height, width and depth, a cube cookie-cutting the psychic universe
into the subatomic physics of our universe. Always that space of a hundred
square feet, wherever I encounter it, makes me feel at home and rooted.
It could be a home's guest room, a small hotel room or a dirt-floor hovel
on a Nepali pilgrimage route-I resonate to the hundred square feet.
Some
of the cells I occupied for many years were river stone and smoothed concrete
floors. Some were pinewood and planked floors, some simply unpainted concrete
block with rough-hewn concrete floors and tropical louvered windows. One
cell was a wood-paneled room with blue carpet and a small fireplace for
the alpine zone winters, but nothing else. Some cells were shared with
other brothers: small apartment rooms with odd Victorian angles, quiet
grey carpet and windows on San Francisco Presidio area streets often enshrouded
in grey fog.
And
one was not a room in the traditional sense, but a space for meditation,
study and sleep: 3 feet wide, 8 feet long and 4.5 feet high with a peaked
ceiling. It looked like a small train caboose, or another design was as
a miniature chalet, raised on stilts about 2.5 feet off the ground, with
windows that were simply screened to keep the tropical bugs out. That
was my favorite abode and I lived in this kind of cell for over 10 years.
Some of these cells had electricity for light and a little space heater
to ward off wintry chills or a fan for swampy heat. Most did not. I lived
in cells for twenty years without electricity for light or cooling. I
got very used to, and very ingenious, in dealing with sapping cold and
dripping heat. None had furniture, save the concrete block cell that had
a single dresser for robes and clothes. No bed. No bed stand. No table
nor chairs. There was a slightly elevated wood platform for sleeping,
with a pillow and futon.
The
intent of a monk's cell, one would think, would be quiet. A space cut
off from the traffic of the world and conversations of other people. But
it is really not that. For monks' cells are not that quiet. They can be
in noisy neighborhoods, or be in areas of a monastery that abound with
the normal sounds of monks at work or speaking or relaxing with laughter.
Then, there are the intrusive noises of nature around your cell, including
an amazing array of loud insects, species of kawing or shrieking birds,
rats gnawing on wood or scurrying around in the brush or fighting, the
very creepy sound of long centipedes crawling nearby (a very distinct
100-leg sound), wild pigs, stray dogs and the most noisy creature on earth:
the hen with a brood of chicks.
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